Fuck off.

That's all.
I'm not here to be your friend, mother, or wife.
I am not here to find a lover.
I don't fucking care.
Remember, you need ME.
I have been more than generous with my time.
No more.
I don't want to hear your excuses.
No need to apologize.
I don't fucking care.
Don't fucking bother.
I am changing my YIM, removing most of my pics/vids, and so on.
I will continue to sell my panties and can be found on NF.
There will be a select few privy to my new YIM, pics, etc.
And the rest of you can fuck off. 

SHOPPING!!! Black Friday AND Cyber Monday!!!

Tomorrow is Black Friday!  YAY!!!
I can't wait to (REALLY) start shopping and getting all kinds of goodies.  I just adore all the good boys that give me their hard earned money, so I can have all the things I want.  Anyway, there are TONS of awesome sales, and I am eager to see what cyber Monday holds.  There better be gobs of gift certificates in my email, too!  There are plenty if links to the stores I like on here, so NO EXCUSES!  This is the time for GIVING!  So get to it!
I will soon be adding tasks to my Nite Flirt page.  There will be all sorts of edging, forced intox, and feminizing tasks, for anyone to participate in.  I do love to hand out assignments and I always win the prizes. *snickers*  So for those that dare to partake in some of my wicked games, financial domination, or feminizing, check out my NF.  Click here to see it.  GO NOW! LOL
I might have to break down and get a PC only because they are going to be SO ridiculously cheap.  I hate having to settle, though.  I REALLY want a macBook.  BTW, it's on my amazon wish list. *hint*hint*  I digress.  I'll be updating wish lists more, be sure to show your love, all gift cards & money pack info goes to my email: Ms.AboveandBeyond@hotmail.com
So get to it and make sure you end up on MY "nice list", fuck Santa and his coal, I'm not that generous to the truly "naughty".  Keep in mind I am good (sometimes) *chuckles* to those, that are VERY good to me. 

Take Take Take

A lot of subs are so willing to take, ask, and beg.  I am willing to give, play, and torture until I have had enough.  I am so sick of fake subs that can't rub together 2 brain cells and form an intelligent thought.   I can't stand it when I get spammed & tons of questions that are already answered here.  If they think by pissing me off, wasting my time, or lying will get them abused or humiliated; they're terribly mistaken.
I am also compiling a database of time wasters to be shared among others in the online community.  So, by wasting my time (or the attempt to, anyway) will land you there.  Boys that behave will keep their place on my good side and at my feet.
Anyway, I sent sassysub a pair of panties.  He hasn't been behaving lately, so he is waiting to open them.  He has a writing assignment to complete today then, perhaps, I'll let him open them.  I will be sure to take pics to share with everyone.  Last night while I was feeling crappy, mark made me smile by wearing a pink thong and purple nighty.  The other day, binky fag was eager to perform, silly little slut.  She is still a slut in training, but maybe there is still hope for her.  Last week pedidog was with his family, and all he could think of was my sexy feet.  I made sure to tease him relentlessly while his wife was in the other room.  He'd rather jerk off to my feet than have sex with his wife, lol!  Silly foot bitch, my feet will always be better than his wife!
I am hoping to get my new shoes today and bunches of other goodies.  I will always welcome those that are truly selfless, unfortunately, they are rare.  For those that aren't, you may contact me via email or Nite Flirt.

My pussy hurts, really, it does.

Today I went to the doctor to get birth control.  My husband will be home (for good) in about 6 months and I don't want to get knocked up.  The first trip to the doctor was the usual annual stuff, never fun but necessary.  I inquired about a few different types of birth control & was told to research it myself.  That response should have been a red flag.  So I did.  I, however; am not a doctor, nor did I go to med school, and I don't deal with the side effects or advantages of the different forms of birth control.
So after much debate and for personal reasons, I decided on ParaGard.  It is a non hormonal intrauterine device (IUD) and lasts for up to 10 years.  Sounded good to me.  I should have asked about the insertion (they probably would have told me to research that too).
Now, this is where I'm confused.  Last night I spoke with a friend who had talked to someone that had one inserted.  I was very nervous and a little scared.  Well, long story short, she said it shouldn't hurt.  The crazy fucking quack doctor I went to needs his balls opened and pulled out for what he did (or how he did it, or for just being an asshole).  I digress.
I certainly did not expect this to be a walk in the park.  I also didn't expect the most horrendous pain ever.  Seriously, worse than labor pains.  He didn't dilate my cervix, no anesthetic/pain killer, and NO compassion.  IDK what I was expecting, but definitely NOT THAT!!!  Ok, granted, I don't have a high threshold for pain; but this was ridiculous.  It felt like (what I imagine) a coat hanger abortion.  Then, after what seemed like an eternity of disembowelment, and everything was done; I sat up to see the nurse rinsing the speculum in the sink.  Again, I didn't go to med school, but that is just fucking gross.    
I dressed as quickly as possible and left equally as quick.  I think I have been in a mild state of shock all day (and miserable with cramps).  I've been kinda weak & just relaxing today. 
Oh, and I woke up this morning with a kidney infection, so I've been drinking lots of water.  UGH!      

Last 2 days

I have been so busy I can barely see straight!
I finally set up my Nite Flirt account.  I have already started x-mas shopping.  I am STILL in search of a free screen saver maker.  I did have a bit of fun with sassysub last night though.  He is only allowed to release every other day.  Since he is quite sassy, and didn't seem to take his writing task seriously, his release was made a little more difficult.  He had to stroke with icyhot; which he didn't realize what was in store for him.  He danced a little jig and typed something about his dog. LMAO!!! After that he returned to his chair, only for me to find out he removed the clothes pins assigned to his balls were removed pre stroking. *GRR*  He was given 3 minutes to release.  Needless to say, sassysub is to stay chaste until Saturday.  I also spent most of Monday & Tuesday setting up NF and shopping  for Xmas.  I also received a pretty pair of panties from sassy, very similar to his pair, but in black!  There will be more to come since I am trying to post more often.

Play time with jeff

Today I had some unexpected fun with jeff.  I had sent him a pair of my dirty panties last month, so I am sure they were quite ripe by now.  I had him put them on and rub his nipples with sandpaper.  Then he was told to pinch and twist them (hard).  After that, he was instructed to insert his (cum through) penis plug; which he has become quite experienced with.  Then I had him apply suckers from a snake bite kit followed by clothes pins.  He was instructed to begin stroking but was not allowed to cum.  After "getting close" he was instructed to  fetch the ginger he had purchased.  As the wax in the candle accumulated, jeff peeled and cut the ginger.  I could tell the anticipation and anxiety was building, I love that!  While soaking the ginger, I had him drip the hot wax on his clamped nipples, his reactions were GREAT!  To see the pain in his face was exhilarating!  While the wax was cooling it was time to insert the ginger.  I told him to sit and stroke.  Now, he had clothes pins & wax on his nipples, stainless steel in his penis, ginger in his ass, and my panties on, AWESOME!  Unfortunately, while stroking, jeff came without permission.  That is a big "NO NO".  He was instructed to eat the mess he made; which he seemed to enjoy a little too much,  then he was told to remove the ginger and eat that as well.  I think the "ass ginger" was a little less pleasant. LOL  Check out some of the pics!  Also after we were done, he had an appointment, he wore my panties to go car shopping! YAY!

BUSY BUSY!

Last week has been SUPER busy!  TONS of shopping, playing, teasing...wow!
I have added a new "boy", that is now being considered.  I'll start by saying he is very inexperienced and very bold.  That is how he has gotten the name that I now call him.  He is to be addressed as "sassysub" now.  Since he is so new, we have started with a consideration contract for 6 weeks.  After that, we'll have to see how he improves.  Now, he is getting guidance and structure.  He has to send me a journal entry everyday, wear his new panties as directed, and learn some proper manners.  I am enjoying his company and hope he successfully completes all tasks.  He will, eventually, be a well rounded submissive when can learn to keep in the right mindset.  He bought his first pair of panties and pics are going to be posted on the "subs" page.
Also making an apearance on the "subs" page is pedidog.  He adores my feet so much that they are going to take over him completely.  I'm sure his peer and co-workers in vanilla life think he's some big shot, when in reality he is my foot bitch and NOTHING MORE!  The only purpose in his life is to please my feet.  He is allowed to bow for them and adore them.  He is also responsible for their shoes, which, "Are better than his wife". lol  He wants nothing more than to have the chance to catch a peek of them or my filthy flip flops.  I think if I were to let that bitch lick the grime off my shoes he'd be overcome with ecstasy and maybe even faint!
I have also been doing quite a bit of shopping.  My latest goal was to find the perfect pair of jeans.  Well, I already have a pair of 7 FAM, but (as usual) I wanted MORE! lol  I ended up getting 3 pairs of Levis which are ok, I guess.   I also got a new Chanel bag and LOVE it!  My new goal is red boots and pull on black thigh high boots, as well as a latex skirt.  My panties are selling like hotcakes so get them now!  And that reminds me, I need to stock up on more.  Anyway, I've been super busy and I want to post more often, but there is only 1 ME! 

Bitches and dogs

So, little bitch, "shaggy" has been defiant and disobedient.  Needless to say, the little slut was (and will continue) to be punished.  I have assigned him a mission to be penetrated.  He, however, (being a stupid little bitch) refuses to ensure that this happens.  When shaggy finally found one who'd have his ass, he wouldn't take into consideration their schedule.  Seriously?  WTF?  The slut has found another cock to suck and perhaps this time he'll male sure it happens.  His ass will be used and he'll suck cock like the dirty whore he is. 
I have a new worshiper, pedidog, a filthy dog who is nothing more than a footstool.  My feet are more beautiful than his wife, more important than his job, and more precious than all of his possessions.  He lives and breaths for my sweaty, filthy, flip flops.  My soles are all he needs and he'll sacrifice his pride and anything else my feet want.  My feet want his wedding band as a toe ring!
Mark was a bit feisty last week.  He was told to get blue panties, I didn't care if he had to use his wife's, buy them, or borrow a pair.  He failed.  He did, however, dress in his wife's cami and panties as well as, stockings and heels.  Since he failed to find blue panties, he had to sleep in his heels. LOL
I am looking forward to having some playtime with jeff, especially since I have yet to see him in the panties I sent him...
Also, be sure to check out all the pages in this blog.  I have tons of great pics!  And who knows, you might learn something!

Last week's updates

After some playing with samuel and jeremy in chat last week I have found a new appreciation for improvisation and disdain for lacking in preparedness.   Unfortunately, last week butt slut fell ill; thus no progress there.  After I regained consciousness, I was wondering why I hadn't received any pics or updates.  Over the weekend I got an email saying butt slut was "delirious with fever".  Last night, jeremy (who never has ANYTHING) had ice in his ass and orally cleaned up the mess when it melted.  I also gave him 1 minute to gather as many household items as he could to better torture him with.  As far as samuel goes, he is owned (I know that and have no desire to own him).  Anyway,  I had him bind himself tightly (only briefly) and slowly stroke.  It was painful and when asked if he wanted to cum all he could say was, "I am afraid to answer."  LOL
I had told mark to dress up for me and send a pic, he's such a sexy bitch in stockings and heels!
Also this weekend, little bitch "shaggy" disappeared. *tsk*tsk*  He was to be mounted this weekend and failed. *GRRR*
I would like to say "welcome back" to joseph, as we are getting back to normal. YAY! Eventually, he'll be locked into his chastity device and I will be the only one with the key.
On another note, I have added some pics to my collection and I always have panties for sale.  Take a look.