Thursday, August 19, 2010

This is how it will be.

I will not chase you down.  I am far too busy to find you.  You will come to me.  You need me.  Daily contact and progress reports will be made (initiated by you).  If you're truly sincere; you'll start by sending a gift, cash, e-gift card, etc.  I have come across way too many that are seeking a free wank.  I don't have time for that.  The subs that I keep in my company are very privileged and know that.  I am good at what I do.  I push limits, tease, deny, discipline, feminize, and I enjoy every minute of it.  I, however, love money too.  I will take your money and gifts and you'll get pleasure knowing that you've made me happy.  That is your goal, to please me at any expense.  I have different tasks for different boys.   They vary from NT to edging.  These tasks can be bought or earned.
On a side note, I need a cuck that will fund my sexapades.  Hopefully in a few weeks I will be seeing my husband for the first time in 19 months.  There are travel expenses, hotel, lingerie (for me), and toys that are needed.  This cuck will spare no expense to ensure that our sex is nothing short of euphoric.   I also want the liberator wedge/ramp.  It can be found here.
I also received my Victoria's secret package yesterday and if you'd like to see what I got, you can purchase the pics.  3/$10.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

My foul fucking mood

Yes, I am moody, unpredictable, and irritable.  The good news I received on Monday wasn't as good as I thought it was.   After being so excited and elated; I got information yesterday that not only negated the good news, but was borderline bad news.  All that I was looking forward to was destroyed.  Thus, my foul fucking mood.  So, now it's time to put myself back together, buck up and deal with it in a spiteful manner.  I am not one to allow someone to fuck with me or my family.  Long story short:  someone didn't do their job properly, and now I'll be sure they don't have one anymore.  I will compose myself, as I spent most of yesterday in shock, now I am angry.  Granted, even if the lazy fucker loses their job, it probably won't change my situation, but I'll at least feel better. 
Anyway, with all this shit going on in my personal life, I haven't had much time to get anything else done.  I hope everyone reading this takes the time to do something to put a smile back on my face.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Sissy mary

My bitch, sissy mary, was inconsiderate and rather defiant this weekend.  She was sent to buy more rope (there was a situation on Friday), a mic, and the week's groceries.  Instead, that dirty little whore took it upon herself to stop at the pub instead of returning home.  I waited, albeit not long, but nonetheless I waited for her return.  Come to find out:  after leaving the pub, she went home, tied up my cock and balls, put on her sissy panties, and went clubbing.  WTF?!?!  Seriously, clubbing.  I am so disappointed that I don't even have words for such a filthy, little, slut.

Another busy day.

Today started with some unexpected good news.  I have A LOT to do.  In addition to my regular daily activities, I also need to update my Panties site, Talk Sugar account, and post some new pics. *sheesh*
I am so happy that I will be seeing my husband much sooner than I had expected.  I will be spending more time doing yoga and sunbathing.  I also will be setting up a set schedule of my availability.  This schedule will be nonnegotiable and may change at any time to suit me.  My play times will vary and that is why I am perfecting my TS account.  I am also going to make a new page where an application to serve and tasks can be bought.  So, needless to say I am going to be busy, busy, busy!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Yesterday

I was terribly busy yesterday.  I woke up at about 7 am and scurried around the house quickly.  I needed to be out the door by 8:30.  At 8:40 I was in my car and off to start my day.  First stop was the bank, which was fine.  I realized I needed gas before my journey, so I stopped at the closest gas station.  The first pump I pulled into didn't have the "pay at the pump" feature, so I drove around to the next one.  When I got out to start pumping gas, there was a ignorant-redneck-fucktard on the other side of the pump.  He stuck his fat face out his window and said, "You got a number I can git?" 
I, of  course said, "No."
His reply floored me, he said, "I saw how you were looking at me, lemme git yer number."
I showed him my wedding rings and said, "Why don't you ask my husband?"
He promptly showed me his wedding band and said, "So, I'm married too."
Anyway, he tried to flatter me and whatever it was he thought was flirting, but I was just annoyed.  He finally drove off with his poor little ego bruised.
After driving for (what seemed like) forever; going to my appointment, several stores and driving some more, I was home and exhausted.  I wanted to nap, but that wasn't in the cards for me.  I was mean and irritable.  I finally went to sleep just before 10 pm. 
Now, after a nice and restful slumber, I am ready to tackle the day full steam ahead.  Beware:  I might be a little feisty today. 

Monday, August 9, 2010

From my retard

I would like to formally apologize to you, my beautiful Princess, for not following your instructions.  Princess is always right.  I am always wrong.  It is important to obey the Princess without hesitation or question. 

I want it all!

I love the power I have.  I know I can make boys into mush.  
I love that they will do as I say.  The control and power are very rewarding.
When I want something, I get it.  I always get what I want. 
I have made boys cry, more than once.I love to push limits; mentally, physically, or financially.
I love when subs entertain me, send me pics, and sacrifice for my happiness.
When we play or tasks are assigned, I always get a thrill; knowing that it's all for me.