Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day is just around the corner and I want to celebrate it properly!  I don't like chocolate so that is out of the question.  I do, however; adore lingerie, fetish wear, and gift cards!  I am making a new Valentine's Days wish list that will have something for any and all boys to buy.   And again, the Liberator wedge/ramp combo is at the top of my list!  Click here to see!  I also have lots more to add to my amazon list as well as some items for preparations for Valentine's Day.  I want to have a fresh Mani Pedi and a trip to the salon, too.  I am also seeking an online slave to indulge my fetish wear addiction.  I want lots of iTunes  gift cards.  There is nothing better to set the mood that some music!  Be sure to take a peek at my Valentine's Day wish list on Amazon!
Also, for all the football fans out there I want a really nice tv to watch the super bowl on.  Amazon gift cards are a great way to ensure that I can watch the Steelers properly spank the Packers!  After watching the game last night, I realized that I should be watching it on a new LED TV. 
Anyway, now everyone has a chance to be a part of My Valentine's Day celebrations!  Knowing that I am pleased should be your number one priority!

I had fun last night torturing subs!

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My days...

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Fuck off.

That's all.
I'm not here to be your friend, mother, or wife.
I am not here to find a lover.
I don't fucking care.
Remember, you need ME.
I have been more than generous with my time.
No more.
I don't want to hear your excuses.
No need to apologize.
I don't fucking care.
Don't fucking bother.
I am changing my YIM, removing most of my pics/vids, and so on.
I will continue to sell my panties and can be found on NF.
There will be a select few privy to my new YIM, pics, etc.
And the rest of you can fuck off. 

Take Take Take

A lot of subs are so willing to take, ask, and beg.  I am willing to give, play, and torture until I have had enough.  I am so sick of fake subs that can't rub together 2 brain cells and form an intelligent thought.   I can't stand it when I get spammed & tons of questions that are already answered here.  If they think by pissing me off, wasting my time, or lying will get them abused or humiliated; they're terribly mistaken.
I am also compiling a database of time wasters to be shared among others in the online community.  So, by wasting my time (or the attempt to, anyway) will land you there.  Boys that behave will keep their place on my good side and at my feet.
Anyway, I sent sassysub a pair of panties.  He hasn't been behaving lately, so he is waiting to open them.  He has a writing assignment to complete today then, perhaps, I'll let him open them.  I will be sure to take pics to share with everyone.  Last night while I was feeling crappy, mark made me smile by wearing a pink thong and purple nighty.  The other day, binky fag was eager to perform, silly little slut.  She is still a slut in training, but maybe there is still hope for her.  Last week pedidog was with his family, and all he could think of was my sexy feet.  I made sure to tease him relentlessly while his wife was in the other room.  He'd rather jerk off to my feet than have sex with his wife, lol!  Silly foot bitch, my feet will always be better than his wife!
I am hoping to get my new shoes today and bunches of other goodies.  I will always welcome those that are truly selfless, unfortunately, they are rare.  For those that aren't, you may contact me via email or Nite Flirt.

Play time with jeff

Today I had some unexpected fun with jeff.  I had sent him a pair of my dirty panties last month, so I am sure they were quite ripe by now.  I had him put them on and rub his nipples with sandpaper.  Then he was told to pinch and twist them (hard).  After that, he was instructed to insert his (cum through) penis plug; which he has become quite experienced with.  Then I had him apply suckers from a snake bite kit followed by clothes pins.  He was instructed to begin stroking but was not allowed to cum.  After "getting close" he was instructed to  fetch the ginger he had purchased.  As the wax in the candle accumulated, jeff peeled and cut the ginger.  I could tell the anticipation and anxiety was building, I love that!  While soaking the ginger, I had him drip the hot wax on his clamped nipples, his reactions were GREAT!  To see the pain in his face was exhilarating!  While the wax was cooling it was time to insert the ginger.  I told him to sit and stroke.  Now, he had clothes pins & wax on his nipples, stainless steel in his penis, ginger in his ass, and my panties on, AWESOME!  Unfortunately, while stroking, jeff came without permission.  That is a big "NO NO".  He was instructed to eat the mess he made; which he seemed to enjoy a little too much,  then he was told to remove the ginger and eat that as well.  I think the "ass ginger" was a little less pleasant. LOL  Check out some of the pics!  Also after we were done, he had an appointment, he wore my panties to go car shopping! YAY!

Bitches and dogs

So, little bitch, "shaggy" has been defiant and disobedient.  Needless to say, the little slut was (and will continue) to be punished.  I have assigned him a mission to be penetrated.  He, however, (being a stupid little bitch) refuses to ensure that this happens.  When shaggy finally found one who'd have his ass, he wouldn't take into consideration their schedule.  Seriously?  WTF?  The slut has found another cock to suck and perhaps this time he'll male sure it happens.  His ass will be used and he'll suck cock like the dirty whore he is. 
I have a new worshiper, pedidog, a filthy dog who is nothing more than a footstool.  My feet are more beautiful than his wife, more important than his job, and more precious than all of his possessions.  He lives and breaths for my sweaty, filthy, flip flops.  My soles are all he needs and he'll sacrifice his pride and anything else my feet want.  My feet want his wedding band as a toe ring!
Mark was a bit feisty last week.  He was told to get blue panties, I didn't care if he had to use his wife's, buy them, or borrow a pair.  He failed.  He did, however, dress in his wife's cami and panties as well as, stockings and heels.  Since he failed to find blue panties, he had to sleep in his heels. LOL
I am looking forward to having some playtime with jeff, especially since I have yet to see him in the panties I sent him...
Also, be sure to check out all the pages in this blog.  I have tons of great pics!  And who knows, you might learn something!

Last week's updates

After some playing with samuel and jeremy in chat last week I have found a new appreciation for improvisation and disdain for lacking in preparedness.   Unfortunately, last week butt slut fell ill; thus no progress there.  After I regained consciousness, I was wondering why I hadn't received any pics or updates.  Over the weekend I got an email saying butt slut was "delirious with fever".  Last night, jeremy (who never has ANYTHING) had ice in his ass and orally cleaned up the mess when it melted.  I also gave him 1 minute to gather as many household items as he could to better torture him with.  As far as samuel goes, he is owned (I know that and have no desire to own him).  Anyway,  I had him bind himself tightly (only briefly) and slowly stroke.  It was painful and when asked if he wanted to cum all he could say was, "I am afraid to answer."  LOL
I had told mark to dress up for me and send a pic, he's such a sexy bitch in stockings and heels!
Also this weekend, little bitch "shaggy" disappeared. *tsk*tsk*  He was to be mounted this weekend and failed. *GRRR*
I would like to say "welcome back" to joseph, as we are getting back to normal. YAY! Eventually, he'll be locked into his chastity device and I will be the only one with the key.
On another note, I have added some pics to my collection and I always have panties for sale.  Take a look. 

Last week

For the past few weeks I have had the luxury of being able to take, edit, and upload pics every Sunday.  That luxury has ended.  I was also able to spend the day chatting, shopping, and socializing.  I have been spreading myself too thin; and in my attempts to give everyone a fair chance, I have ultimately sacrificed my own fun.  It's very easy to get caught up with playtime and fun.  It is also selfish to believe that I will always "just be here".  With that being said, I will "be here" for those deserving of my time, energy, and concern.  I believe that it isn't unfair or unreasonable for me to reserve my time for those that are worthy. 
Now, on to some updates.
I am quite proud of butt slut's progress thus far.  His photography skills are fabulous and obedience is extraordinary.  Check out the pics on the "subs" page.
shaggy has been touch and go lately, and is a piss poor excuse for a bitch.
retard has been around and about lately...
Mi dulce niño pequeño de Puerto Rico made an appearance online this week, and always makes me smile.  
panntyslut is new and has a few lessons to learn, probably the hard way too.
With his big move to Vegas, jeff has been quite busy.  I am still seeking a proper tranny for him.
Scotland panty boy has disappointed me for the last time.  No further contact will be allowed.
Sissy mary has been away on business.
Joseph and I have been slowly re-entering the world of a strong D/s bond.  
mark is eager to play and not so eager to show appreciation.*tsk*tsk* 
Anyway, my husband's birthday was Friday and mine is in 9 days.  Be sure to check out all my wish lists!

Some updates and such

The past 4 weeks have been rather hectic in my personal life, although that is not the purpose of this blog.  I've been bitten by the creative bug, but haven't been organized enough to get it all out.  This past weekend I made a corset with duct tape, discovered why I have never worn cling wrap (also inspired by that experience), and spent some time (trying) to relax.
Last week I had the pleasure of chatting with a few new boys.  I have recently started monitoring the progress of (for anonymity reasons) "butt slut's" anal stretching.  It is a mutual decision for butt slut to not be "owned" by me, and that allows  an opportunity for  some "freedom" with some of the projects.  The creative and artistic effort put forth by butt slut is rather impressive. 
Also last week I had the pleasure of being entertained while sunbathing by mark.  The show went as follows:  First he started in his wife's panties (clean), then I had him model his panties, followed by seeking out his wife's dirty panties, then inserting into his mouth the gusset of the wife's (dirty) panties, while still in his own panties he was instructed to slowly stroke himself and tell me when he was going to cum.  That was when he was told to stop everything and remove both pairs of panties.  FUN! FUN!
I also have been taking some pics of my own and been spending quite a bit of time on a new social networking site that is like facebook, but with kink.
FetConnect.Com - A Fetish Network for all your kinky bdsm friends
Anyway, that is where I've been hanging out.  I am also revising my birthday wish list to include: 
Sea salt pedicure
Brazilian and eyebrow waxing @ European Waxing Center
Facial and 90 minute deep tissue massage @ Massage Envy
and
Highlights, low lights, trim and style @ Moda 

A little insight

For all the misanthropic, fake, wanna-be submissive boys:
Don't fucking bother.
You're not fooling anyone.
I see you for what you are.
I am smarter than you.
I don't want anything to do with you.
.
Now, on to real submissive boys (most should know already, but newbies may not yet).
You may approach me (or ANY Domme) in a polite & respectful manner.
Do your home work, read my profile, blogs, and so on BEFORE asking 10,000 questions.
Use some common sense, FFS!
If I am going to be playing with you, be ready/prepared.
I don't do R/T at the moment. However, when I do, you will not be touching me.  If I am to touch you (with my hands feet, crop, cane, etc.), you'll be honored and a grateful. 
Do as you're told.  Obedience is the goal. 
Don't lie, waste my time, or try to manipulate me.
Trickery doesn't work. 
I indulge MY fetishes.  Yours are secondary. 
You are for my amusement, use, and/or entertainment only. 
Do NOT piss me off in an attempt to be used, abused, humiliated, etc.  It won't work.
You are NOT of any sexual interest to me,  my husband is the ONLY one who pleases me sexually.
As stated, I am married.  VERY HAPPILY MARRIED.  You will respect that.

My Fetishes include but are not limited to:
Financial Domination
Teasing
Edge play
Foot (boot/shoe also), Leg, Ass, Breast Worship
Nipple Torture
Cock/Ball Torture
Wax play
Caning
Flogging
Spanking
Hair pulling
Cuckoldry
Humiliation (only for a select few)
Panties, stockings, pantyhose, lingerie, corsets, etc.
Forced Fem.
Chastity
Forced Masturbation
Orgasm control/denial
Bondage
Discipline
Sadism

I want honesty, sincerity, and fun.  If you're chosen to serve me, you'll know.  

Birthday October 26th...take note.

I have had sissy mary go through and pick some items that might suit me.  Some have ben added to my wish lists, some have not.  Here are my Birthday Wish Lists.
Amazon & Universal
Fetish Factory
Nordstrom
I also want a weekend at The Breakers-Superior Suite and Spa (approx. $4,000)

Renovated luxurious one-bedroom suite-600 square feet with master bedroom and attached bathroom with whirlpool tub and separate shower and private living room.

Guest-room experience includes: Flat screen TV and DVD/CD player, radio alarm clock with iPod docking station, in-room movies, Playstation video games, in-room check-out, wireless keyboard, mini bar, hair dryer, private electronic safe, The Breakers private-label toiletries, plush bathrobes and slippers, luxury linens and duvets, exclusive bamboo towels. 

Last weekend and updates

Weekends are always hectic.  I have SO much fun playing with my boys.  I also took a whole bunch of new pics.  I have been doing a bit of local traveling, which is always fun.  Sunday was especially busy, around 4 pm, I realized I hadn't eaten since Saturday.  I went in search of some Chinese food, and couldn't find anything suitable.  So I went to a BBQ restaurant and asked to place a take out order.  As I was ordering. the cashier asked if another customer (whose food was ready) could pay.  I patiently stepped aside as the other customer handed him a credit card.  The cashier asked, "Do you have cash?  Our credit card machine is down."  I was standing there with just my keys and bank card, and half jokingly said, "Well, I guess I am out of luck."  The guy was paying cash for his food and asked how much my dinner was going to be.  He handed the cashier some more cash and was very polite as he left.  Now I know that all restaurants have the old carbon paper credit card machines, for exactly this kind of situation.  I, however, was very pleased with my free dinner.  I had every intention of paying for my meal, but it is always a pleasant surprise to not have to.  I get such a thrill when boys willingly hand over cash to make me happy. 
Some updates
My little bitch-He's been sucking cock to please me.  Last night he was wearing lipstick and panties when the guy came on his face and told him that he was doing a bad job.
sissy mary-Is going to remain chaste until further notice as well as bound for as long as possible daily.
slave jeff-has made the big move to a place where prostitution is legal...YAY for me!  Soon he'll be my whore, to suck cock and have his ass filled for money.
slave "j"- Is now on a schedule for release and chastity.  Limited orgasms, porn, and access to certain sites.
chris-Has been told to lose weight.  His weigh in was yesterday and has yet to tell me the news (gain/loss).  I am always disappointed when there is no change or gain.  Although I can tell that he's getting more toned, because his panties fit much better now.
subbie- Is still trying to impress me with his sweet words.  I always enjoy hearing how much one is devoted to me.
Also, my birthday is on the horizon.  I'll be making a new wish list and planning a get away for a few days. 

What gets me all hot and bothered...

POWER.  CONTROL.  RESPECT.
There is just something about having boys hand over their hard earned cash that excites me.  Whether it's a completely random occurrence, shopping spree, or buying my panties, I always get that warm tingly feeling.   I have always loved knowing they're trying to impress me.  I love anytime they try.  For as long as I can remember, I have had boys tripping over themselves to open my doors, buy my drinks, and doing other activities to entertain me.  Boys that truly want for my happiness, to entertain me, to worship my every word, that is devotion.  I love money, gifts, poetry, art work, and pictures.  I especially enjoy making a boy squirm.  There is a certain thrill that comes with inflicting pain to another, that I have always had.  Now, my kinks may not be your kinks, but it is what it is.

Perfection...

Have you ever had a few minutes of sheer euphoria?  When nothing else matters?  The moment that you never want to end?  It's a feeling of pure perfection.  That moment you say to yourself, "This is it, this is what I've been waiting for!"  And it's better than you could have ever imagined.  Elated, euphoric, and blissful, aren't nearly descriptive enough...

Exceeding expectations

This weekend has been an emotional roller coaster, from one extreme to another (emotionally).  This has lead me to make some serious changes in my life.  I have to really focus on time management, and setting a regular schedule.  I will set a "regular" routine and set (approximately) amount of time for family, fun, and me.  My moods and/or emotions can change with the blink of an eye.  I am still undecided about some other topics, however, I think I already know what needs to be done.  So, happy Sunday. 

Pursuit

The anticipation was exhausting, the disappointment was devastating, the risk was maximum, and once again I found myself apathetic to the consequences.  Accomplishment was the only option.  I fought for what I want, headstrong and determined I pursued my goal.  I chased and battled for what I believe in and won.  The thrill was euphoric.
I continue to push forward daily.
Everyday is one step closer.
Achieving my goals are my top priority.
I will not be pushed aside, denied, or misled.
I will not be lied to, manipulated, or used.
I may be colder, harder, or more cynical because of it, but I have no regrets.  
Now I am even stronger and more determined than ever.

A brief summary

Last week was full of a lot of highs and lows.  I believe great progress has been made with a couple subs, but at the same  time there are also a few less.  Some are completely useless while others continue to flourish.  I do have some really great pics that slave jeff sent and I can't wait to post them!
As far as my weekend went; I wasn't feeling well, along with some personal issues, and some disappointment, it was just kinda blah.  I am going to be posting again tomorrow.  Today is going to be rather busy, I have tons of maintenance to catch up on.   I'll be more detailed later, posting pics, sharing stories, and whatnot.

FFS!

To start, I have been CRAZY busy.  If you're unable to approach me in a polite and respectful manner, FUCK OFF!  Some things shouldn't need to be said.  I always enjoy waking up to e-gift cards, cash, and pics of my subs being creative.  I will be keeping track of progress and posting pics/updates here, for now. 
UPDATES:
little bitch dog, "shaggy"- Has been ordered to find a "top" male to "violate" him.  He is always happy to greet me and eager to please.  Last week we were practicing with a cucumber to get his pussy ready for the real deal (he really should have a butt plug stretching kit to train with).   I also have some lovely pics of the little bitch; on all fours, cucumber in ass, like the whore he is.
slave jeff- While in Vegas, I sent him to suck tranny cock while wearing my panties.  Unfortunately, all attempts were unsuccessful.  He is also training with the stainless steel cum through penis plug and butt plugs too.  He is always obedient and fun to play with.  Torturing his nipples, his cock, and or his ass is always great fun.  I enjoy waking up to his pics when he does something to please me.
sissy mary- We had a falling out over the weekend, fueled by her love of Jack Daniels.  And, of course, she came crawling back with a gift in hand.  We have since gotten back to normal; tying up her/my cock and balls in with her rope, staying in a constant state of denial, and her dressing up like the fag/slut she is.
MY puppy retard-There are some that just don't get it.  The goal is to please me, yet he is not put forth nearly enough effort and contact will cease if he fails to make any progress in training.
My panty boy on the other side of the pond-We are working on his weight loss currently.  Week one and two went well, and then he gained a pound.  This week will have to be more structured and strict with punishment to follow another failure.  We always have a great time when he performs for me in his pretty panties and always puts a smile on my face.
cuck-Is new and could have great potential.  I believe he has some secrets and this may be a fun adventure.
"e"- Always polite and considerate, but at times exhausting.  I am always grateful when he goes deeper into debt to please me.
"s"-Is also new, and (as of now) has failed to complete his first assignment and will be punished accordingly or just blocked and deleted.
"j"-We've built quite a unique rapport.  I'll be spending more time with him as I get more power.  He is always prompt with payments and has given me the chance to broaden my range in D/s relationships.  What we do is unlike any others and I'll be working to gain more power, trust and control.  We are working together towards a mutual goal. 
For the drive bys- Just because you send gifts doesn't mean you have earn my trust.  Those that do have it have put forth much more effort than you.  I am never opposed to money/gifts, however, one or two DOES NOT constitute trust.
My personal life
This past weekend was filled with various highs and lows.  Sunday, a family friend passed.  Needless to say, that was rather upsetting.  Yesterday, I received news that I will be seeing my husband very soon.  So, of course, I am going to be extremely busy the next few days/weeks.  Also, I finally got a cam, but for some reason or another it makes my computer get VERY hot.  When the fan turns on it makes an awful grinding noise and I have a feeling that it is my computer's death rattle.  I have ordered a triple fan to keep under it and I hope that will prolong it's life.  Regardless, I want a new laptop.  The memory has been upgraded to capacity and the process can't be, so there are no other options.

Financial Domination

I enjoy the time I spend with my subs, however; I want money, gifts, and other tokens of appreciation.  Anyone can figure that out.  If you can't sacrifice for me, then I don't have time for you.  Ultimately, I am the one in control.  Your opinions can be kept to yourself.  I am not here to make friends, gossip, or tuck you into bed.  I want a new MacBook, jewelry, lingerie, and more than anything, I WANT YOUR MONEY!  If you want my attention on a regular basis, you will sacrifice.  I don't have to trust you, like you, or comfort you, but you need me.  Be grateful that I spend any of my precious time with you, so show it.  I have many other things to do that are way higher on my priority list.  I don't care what your excuses are, what they aren't, or whatever.  You'll crave me, need me, and properly worship me.  If I find that you are not properly serving me, you will be deleted. 

Some things that are NOT MY PROBLEM:
Your credit card debt.
Your broken TV.
Your miserable day.
Your friend's abusive boyfriend.
You lost your job.
Your bad relationships.
Your flabby belly or bald head.
Your foreclosure.
Your taxes.
And among others:
Your lack of payment methods (there are plenty, BTW).

I don't care if you think I am cold, mean, and/or greedy.  In fact, I really couldn't care less what you think of me.  I am extremely busy and I spend more time with those that are generous; but I also love flyby gifts.  Either way, you'll know that you have contributed to my happiness.  So, either pay up (on a regular basis), or leave me alone.