To start, I have been CRAZY busy. If you're unable to approach me in a polite and respectful manner, FUCK OFF! Some things shouldn't need to be said. I always enjoy waking up to e-gift cards, cash, and pics of my subs being creative. I will be keeping track of progress and posting pics/updates here, for now.
UPDATES:
little bitch dog, "shaggy"- Has been ordered to find a "top" male to "violate" him. He is always happy to greet me and eager to please. Last week we were practicing with a cucumber to get his pussy ready for the real deal (he really should have a butt plug stretching kit to train with). I also have some lovely pics of the little bitch; on all fours, cucumber in ass, like the whore he is.
slave jeff- While in Vegas, I sent him to suck tranny cock while wearing my panties. Unfortunately, all attempts were unsuccessful. He is also training with the stainless steel cum through penis plug and butt plugs too. He is always obedient and fun to play with. Torturing his nipples, his cock, and or his ass is always great fun. I enjoy waking up to his pics when he does something to please me.
sissy mary- We had a falling out over the weekend, fueled by her love of Jack Daniels. And, of course, she came crawling back with a gift in hand. We have since gotten back to normal; tying up her/my cock and balls in with her rope, staying in a constant state of denial, and her dressing up like the fag/slut she is.
MY puppy retard-There are some that just don't get it. The goal is to please me, yet he is not put forth nearly enough effort and contact will cease if he fails to make any progress in training.
My panty boy on the other side of the pond-We are working on his weight loss currently. Week one and two went well, and then he gained a pound. This week will have to be more structured and strict with punishment to follow another failure. We always have a great time when he performs for me in his pretty panties and always puts a smile on my face.
cuck-Is new and could have great potential. I believe he has some secrets and this may be a fun adventure.
"e"- Always polite and considerate, but at times exhausting. I am always grateful when he goes deeper into debt to please me.
"s"-Is also new, and (as of now) has failed to complete his first assignment and will be punished accordingly or just blocked and deleted.
"j"-We've built quite a unique rapport. I'll be spending more time with him as I get more power. He is always prompt with payments and has given me the chance to broaden my range in D/s relationships. What we do is unlike any others and I'll be working to gain more power, trust and control. We are working together towards a mutual goal.
For the drive bys- Just because you send gifts doesn't mean you have earn my trust. Those that do have it have put forth much more effort than you. I am never opposed to money/gifts, however, one or two DOES NOT constitute trust.
My personal life
This past weekend was filled with various highs and lows. Sunday, a family friend passed. Needless to say, that was rather upsetting. Yesterday, I received news that I will be seeing my husband very soon. So, of course, I am going to be extremely busy the next few days/weeks. Also, I finally got a cam, but for some reason or another it makes my computer get VERY hot. When the fan turns on it makes an awful grinding noise and I have a feeling that it is my computer's death rattle. I have ordered a triple fan to keep under it and I hope that will prolong it's life. Regardless, I want a new laptop. The memory has been upgraded to capacity and the process can't be, so there are no other options.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Financial Domination
I enjoy the time I spend with my subs, however; I want money, gifts, and other tokens of appreciation. Anyone can figure that out. If you can't sacrifice for me, then I don't have time for you. Ultimately, I am the one in control. Your opinions can be kept to yourself. I am not here to make friends, gossip, or tuck you into bed. I want a new MacBook, jewelry, lingerie, and more than anything, I WANT YOUR MONEY! If you want my attention on a regular basis, you will sacrifice. I don't have to trust you, like you, or comfort you, but you need me. Be grateful that I spend any of my precious time with you, so show it. I have many other things to do that are way higher on my priority list. I don't care what your excuses are, what they aren't, or whatever. You'll crave me, need me, and properly worship me. If I find that you are not properly serving me, you will be deleted.
Some things that are NOT MY PROBLEM:
Your credit card debt.
Your broken TV.
Your miserable day.
Your friend's abusive boyfriend.
You lost your job.
Your bad relationships.
Your flabby belly or bald head.
Your foreclosure.
Your taxes.
And among others:
Your lack of payment methods (there are plenty, BTW).
I don't care if you think I am cold, mean, and/or greedy. In fact, I really couldn't care less what you think of me. I am extremely busy and I spend more time with those that are generous; but I also love flyby gifts. Either way, you'll know that you have contributed to my happiness. So, either pay up (on a regular basis), or leave me alone.
Some things that are NOT MY PROBLEM:
Your credit card debt.
Your broken TV.
Your miserable day.
Your friend's abusive boyfriend.
You lost your job.
Your bad relationships.
Your flabby belly or bald head.
Your foreclosure.
Your taxes.
And among others:
Your lack of payment methods (there are plenty, BTW).
I don't care if you think I am cold, mean, and/or greedy. In fact, I really couldn't care less what you think of me. I am extremely busy and I spend more time with those that are generous; but I also love flyby gifts. Either way, you'll know that you have contributed to my happiness. So, either pay up (on a regular basis), or leave me alone.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
My husbands...
I woke up especially early and did my yoga. Then I was off to run errands. When I returned home, it felt like a sauna inside. That couldn't stop me, I had to get things done, my dog was to be picked up in the afternoon. Around 4 pm my friend calls to tell me that he and my ex husband (with his new wife) were on their way. I haven't seen or spoke to my ex since the split. So, they arrive, in a mini van full of kids, to retrieve my dog. Well, at one point he was our dog.
There they stood, our (my ex's, mine, and my husband's) friend and my ex, at my front door. I didn't know what I would feel when I opened the door. I will tell you what I felt, absolutely nothing. I was completely apathetic. He barely resembled the person I had met so many years ago. He's gained weight, has a fat cunt for a wife (who wasn't even adult enough to get out of the car and meet me), and a whole litter of children that aren't his. I invited them in and we talked for a few minutes. I said my goodbyes to my dog, we've been through SO much together. The ex loaded up our dog and his food. And they were gone.
Today will be spent waiting for the air conditioner to be fixed, swimming, and then the long journey south. My husband is fully aware that the ex was here and picked up the dog. He is secure enough to know that I have absolutely NO interest in the ex. We have a very strong marriage and he knows that.
As far as my fun, playtime, and shopping goes, well, it hasn't gone. No playing (except a little Tuesday and this morning), no fun, and no shopping...yuck! I want to play and shop tonight and tomorrow! Be ready for me!
There they stood, our (my ex's, mine, and my husband's) friend and my ex, at my front door. I didn't know what I would feel when I opened the door. I will tell you what I felt, absolutely nothing. I was completely apathetic. He barely resembled the person I had met so many years ago. He's gained weight, has a fat cunt for a wife (who wasn't even adult enough to get out of the car and meet me), and a whole litter of children that aren't his. I invited them in and we talked for a few minutes. I said my goodbyes to my dog, we've been through SO much together. The ex loaded up our dog and his food. And they were gone.
Today will be spent waiting for the air conditioner to be fixed, swimming, and then the long journey south. My husband is fully aware that the ex was here and picked up the dog. He is secure enough to know that I have absolutely NO interest in the ex. We have a very strong marriage and he knows that.
As far as my fun, playtime, and shopping goes, well, it hasn't gone. No playing (except a little Tuesday and this morning), no fun, and no shopping...yuck! I want to play and shop tonight and tomorrow! Be ready for me!
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Today and tomorrow
I am going to be extremely busy. I have a lot to do and not enough time to do it in. I woke up at 6 am today so that I could fit in a quick workout and check emails, before I have to run errands. I hope that the weather clears up so that I can get some sunbathing done, but that doesn't look likely. I'll be around and about, off and on. I also received some lovely new shoes and need to get the pics posted. Be sure to check out My Dirty Panties link, as I had added some of my regular (vanilla) clothes and shoes.
| Pretty in pink! |
| These are awesome! |
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Fun with slave jeff
Yesterday slave jeff was on his way out of town, a little road trip. We've been discussing anal stretching lately. So, he stopped on his way and purchased the set of butt plugs. The smallest is 6" x 1.5", the medium is 7" x 1.7", and largest one is 9" x 2". We, of course, started with the smallest. He wore it for about an hour, before, "It got to be torture". After he removed it, he was extremely aroused, so I made him wear clothes pins on his nipples for a while. When they were good and tender, he pinched them with his fingernail. Hard. Still aroused, I made him pinch them harder. With an unrelenting erection, I told him to stroke himself, slowly, but he wasn't allowed to cum. He did as he was told. He's constantly teased and denied, in fact, the entire time we've been playing (about a month, now), he has had only one release. My goal is to have him in panties (which he wears now, almost daily) with the cum through penis plug in (still working on long term), and the 9" butt plug in, while sucking cock.
| Butt plug is in. |
| In panties. |
| Penis plug. |
Thursday, August 19, 2010
This is how it will be.
I will not chase you down. I am far too busy to find you. You will come to me. You need me. Daily contact and progress reports will be made (initiated by you). If you're truly sincere; you'll start by sending a gift, cash, e-gift card, etc. I have come across way too many that are seeking a free wank. I don't have time for that. The subs that I keep in my company are very privileged and know that. I am good at what I do. I push limits, tease, deny, discipline, feminize, and I enjoy every minute of it. I, however, love money too. I will take your money and gifts and you'll get pleasure knowing that you've made me happy. That is your goal, to please me at any expense. I have different tasks for different boys. They vary from NT to edging. These tasks can be bought or earned.
On a side note, I need a cuck that will fund my sexapades. Hopefully in a few weeks I will be seeing my husband for the first time in 19 months. There are travel expenses, hotel, lingerie (for me), and toys that are needed. This cuck will spare no expense to ensure that our sex is nothing short of euphoric. I also want the liberator wedge/ramp. It can be found here.
I also received my Victoria's secret package yesterday and if you'd like to see what I got, you can purchase the pics. 3/$10.
On a side note, I need a cuck that will fund my sexapades. Hopefully in a few weeks I will be seeing my husband for the first time in 19 months. There are travel expenses, hotel, lingerie (for me), and toys that are needed. This cuck will spare no expense to ensure that our sex is nothing short of euphoric. I also want the liberator wedge/ramp. It can be found here.
I also received my Victoria's secret package yesterday and if you'd like to see what I got, you can purchase the pics. 3/$10.
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