I'M BACK!!!

With the large amount of time that has elapsed, I will enlighten you on the goings on over the past 2+ years…
While on my extended hiatus, many things have happened in my personal life. For starters, with the return of my husband, created new obstacles and adventures. Unfortunately for him, that was (and still is), not part of how I envisioned my life. During the course of my hiatus, somewhere along the way, I lost who I was and became complacent with my surroundings. I believe that I (unconsciously) settled for mediocrity and that is certainly not who I am. My husband became a nothing. My car was totaled. My house was enormous. My job was sub par.
I chose to make some changes (others just happened). I bought a beautiful, classic, Mercedes Benz, my son and I moved out on November 1st, and a week before Thanksgiving I was notified that I'd be making a career change too. Oh and my car caught on fire. November really sucked for me.
I have spent the past few months, even prior to leaving the husband, trying to figure out what makes ME happy; and here I am. I revisited points in my life where I was happy, activities I enjoy, and determined where I want to be.
Needless to say, I am in the process of going through a divorce, raising my son, and doing some freelance work. My world is complex, multifaceted, and beautiful.

So fucking busy! An update...

So the month of June is almost over and as some may know, my hubby returned home earlier this month.  That alone has been a HUGE adjustment.  Within days of his return we went to see a condo.  We totally fell in love with it, signed the lease, and put a deposit on it.  It is fucking awesome.  Now, we are awaiting approval of the homeowners association so we can move in.  The clock is ticking and we're set to move on the first and now, IDK if that's going to be possible.  Also, I have been SUPER busy shopping for all the furnishings and necessities for a nice home.  Hence my absence lately.  So, bitches, I don't want to hear any of your whining.  I hear enough of that from the whiny scot, which btw is fun...when he wants to be.  He will (hopefully) have the stubbornness and  whiny-ness caned out of him really soon.  He's going to be visiting a local Pro Domme to ensure he is properly disciplined.  Since I can't just jump over the pond (at this moment) to deliver a good old fashioned corporal punishment session, we have contacted her.  It was fun to see his hideous, uncut, "cock", bound and covered in wax...but as we all know it's not quite the same as the real thing.  Anyway, I have all kinds of leverage on this twat...he readily handed over all his (and his girlfriend's) information.  So be sure to stay tuned for updates (when I have a chance to post).

Patiently waiting

For those who have been awaiting their chance to have a r/t session with me, meet me, or worship my feet; the time is upon us.  You will soon have the chance to adore my feet/boots/crop in person, up close and personal.  I am looking forward to all the fun that is in the near future.  I am, however, amidst a big change in my personal life...moving, family, hubby, etc.  So just because you may not see me around on the usual sites doesn't mean anything.  I am still here and I am not going anywhere! 

WTF

Ok, so now (for some reason) I can't get pics to post here.  That sucks balls!  Anyway I have been SO fucking busy lately!  With all the preparations I am making for hubby's homecoming, shopping for household items, and a few naughty things too; I haven't been around as much.  Also this weekend a wrench has been potentially thrown into my master plan. I fucking hate drama, details aren't necessary since most of you don't deserve them anyway.  I am in the process of finishing up the tables I have been working on, I know it's an odd hobby, but whatever!  Also, since I am feeling especially moody I think I'll be making a few phone calls to a very cheesy "boy"...
Last week I did get quite a few packages.  I have a new "slut" imprint paddle (and I can't wait to use it), a pair of pretty red shoes, and a couple other items.  I have also begun corresponding with a local boy, he will be photographing my feet next month.  I can't wait!  It'll be so much fun!
I am also considering a select few for R/T spanking, caning, and general corporal punishment sessions.  For those that think they might be interested, you already know how to get in touch with me.  I'll be adding several new items to my toy box and I look forward to implementing them into some good old fashioned corporal punishment. 
Anyway, I have tons of shopping to do, be sure to check out my updated wish lists!  As always, gift cards are always wanted and accepted. 

Eden Fantasys...

I happened across this contest via the liberator's twitter, because of course, I follow liberator. hehehehe Anyway, there is a new contest via EdenFantasys And now that I read the fine print I suppose I'll be disqualified. Goddamnit!  I should have been following them on twitter a LONG time ago!  FUCK! I can't help but think of a very famous quote from the movie "Heathers", "Fuck me gently with a chainsaw..." Anyway, I have been longing for a (or 2) liberator shape(s) for what seems like forever and here was my chance.  So, whether or not I win, I still want a liberator!  Oh and BTW, there are so many ways to contribute to my (and Mr. Above and Beyond's) happiness.  A liberator is something that will be a really great addition to all my new toys, especially with the warming lube and my new Wartenberg wheel I received today. 

 Get to it bitches!  Share some links, like them on facebook, and follow them on twitter!  EdenFantasys has had some really cool contests, and I am so pissed that I may have missed out!  Whatever becomes of this contest, you better believe the next time a liberator is on the line, I will know WAY ahead of time.  I'll have a liberator soon, come hell or high water...

Updates: tapeworm, butt slut, whinny scot and more...

So as this week comes to a halt, I have been very busy and thoroughly enjoying the pain and humility that I have instilled. To start, tapeworm seems to enjoy public humiliation...LOL So, that is what we have been doing lately.  I also had the great pleasure of watching butt slut try on his KTB, which is just a little too tight.  I certainly enjoy the discomfort that it caused and the lovely shade of purple his cock turned.  I should be receiving a lovely group of gifts from my wish lists too this up coming week.  Then there is the whinny scot that can be such a pain in my ass.  His whining and ego seem to hinder my fun, however, I have a few ideas on how to break him of bad habits. hehehehehe  Also, I had a chance to chat with the lovely bloke in England, who can't resist my charm, keeps digging himself deeper into debt to make (and keep) me happy.  I love it when boys squirm, either with pain, fear, or because I cloud their thoughts.  Be sure to check out all the fun stuff I've been up to this past week.  I still hope to get a chance to take pics of all my new goodies soon.
 Be sure to check out the page designated for aforementioned sluts.

I haven't posted in a while...humiliaition nation time!

So just a quick blip about some of the silly shit boys have done over the past week or so...

Yeah, he is pathetic...to say the least.

Easter slut bunny! LMAO

ALMOST pretty.

another easter, whore!

Had almost every orifice filled!

He so came without permission...and it always costs big $! HAHAHA!

HAHAHA! tied 100 knots in 10 one inch pieces of floss.

OMG! Is that Lady GAga!?!?!

 

Naw, its a boy tryin to be an ugly tranny in a toga! LMAO!

There are also a few other losers out there that have nothing better to do than to wait for my arrival on yahoo.  One in particular, who looks like Mr. Bean, fucking sent me a gift card to amazon.co.uk.  Now, any fool knows that they are not compatible with amazon.com, but clearly he's an even bigger dumb ass!  I do, however, love the effort. LOL  So, many are trying to throw themselves at my feet (where they belong, lol), I have barely had a chance to spend all their money!  But stay tuned as I will be sharing some pics of all the goodies I have bought with their hard earned cash. 

A shitty week and some fun with eager sluts!

So last week pretty much everything I touched turned to shit.  Even with my absence I still made some time for a few very lucky boys.  They just are too pathetic to not take advantage of!  I haven't posted lately, but I know that all my fans will always (almost obsessively) check my blog.  I also had a brief moment (between the shitstorm and laughing at silly boys) to take a few pics.  Anyway, I have been shopping like crazy.  However, as one defiant slut pointed out, "cutlery is SO sexy."  So, I haven't had much of a chance to do any "sexy" shopping and that brings me to my next topic.  Anyone who wants me to have "sexy" items, there are a number of great items on my multiple wish lists to choose from.  I highly recommend sending surprise items to make me smile!  And without further ado, here are some pics of the sluts that made my week slightly less shitty: 

Pretty red panties on a "big sexy man".  LMAO! Last I checked "men" don't wear panties!

Getting dressed while wearing panties! LOL

Stripper shoes on a whore...how appropriate!

This is a great pic!  The hysterical "O" faces slut makes, cracks me up!

Wedgie!

How fucking eager!

And so fucking pathetic too! LMAO!

LMAO

I, for one, believe that a happy Domme is always a good thing. I have been so very busy lately I have hardly had the chance to even post some updates. So here we go! I have been thoroughly enjoying myself torturing some pathetic boys. I just adore taking their hard earned (or borrowed) cash! Its such a thrill to see how eager they are to gain my attention. With that being said, my time has become even more valuable (if that is even possible). I am only available to a select few that have earned the privilege to be financially drained by me. I get such a thrill from taking their money. At the same time, I adore the power I have over the silly boys. For example, jeff has finally set up a play date for Saturday to have his mouth filled with cock! He'll be on cam sucking cock for ME! YAY! It's about fucking time. LOL This project has been in the works and WAY TOO much effort has been put into this for it to fall apart now. There is a lowly little whore that is just begging for attention, too. For some reason he thinks there are interesting files on his computer, LMAO. No, he is certainly not that interesting. If I really wanted to put forth the effort to expose his cross dressing and "dirty little secrets", I would. I have no problem with ruining someone, however; they must first be worthy of all the time I have to put into such an adventure. Anyway, I have decided to share a few pics of the losers, sluts, whores, and so on.

I had him shave his armpits...

And then glue it to his cheeks.

Showing off his new (and stinky) facial hair.

Then he had to pull it off! LMAO!

HAHAHA!  Love the panties & stockings!

This whore likes make up, but doesn't want to pay...I wonder how his wife would feel about is make up techniques...

What a shit storm of a mess!

Yes, a shit storm of a mess.  A horrid weekend has finally come to an end.  I incurred unnecessary stress when I realized my email was hacked.  What a miserable feeling of great rage.  UGH! That has since been resolved, btw.  I am still trying to get everything organized for the major events that will be happening within the next 3-6 months.  Tons of shopping for furniture, gadgets, software, and supplies.  I am so thoroughly exhausted it's insane.  I don't have enough hours in the day anymore and that REALLY pisses me off!  So with my extreme schedule, the future plans, and unwanted stress; I have not been online as much as I'd like to be.  My mood swings are running rampant, stress levels are through the roof, and I've had no time for anything fun online.  I hope to get everything squared away soon, but I know that this is just the beginning of a stress filled life; because when your busy making plans, life happens.  I am looking forward to all my new adventures!

Your expectations don't matter

I am increasingly becoming less available and more indifferent.  I am around for two reasons (ultimately one, because it all falls into the same category); to tell boys what to do and take their gifts, money, and pride.  I don't have time for those that can't behave and act like a proper human being (let alone a good submissive).  Hell, I barely have time for those that can behave! If you are interested in my dirty panties, then you may message me.  If you see me available on one of the various sites I am on, you may message me. If you think you deserve anything more than that, move along with the rest of the heard.  I am not here for your expectations.  I don't care what your excuses are, what you do, where you live, or about your life.  Really, I don't.  I have stopped logging into my YIM for now, I may return to using it, I might not.  IDK yet.  Anyway, I have been super busy, lots of projects and lots of creativity are happening.  If you feel you can contact me in a proper manner, then e-mail me here.  Be sure to include a reason why I should respond, a tribute is a good start.  And now I am off to sunbathe and maybe chat for a bit somewhere. 

ME, ME ME

With another week coming to an end, I have been thoroughly exhausted!  I took it upon myself to learn photoshop this week and I love it!  It is by no means an "easy fix" for anything; however, I don't mind getting my hands dirty.  Also, I will have hubby home briefly tomorrow. WOOHOO! It never fails that my period comes just in time for his arrival.  Oh well, I need new sheets anyway. LOL 
Back to Me, I am learning SO much about adobe and graphics it is insane!  I never considered it to be something of interest before now.  I can't wait to learn more!  I'll even be sharing a few items I have been playing with, I know, I am far too generous.  I'll have PS mastered in no time at this rate, but being the perfectionist that I am, IDK if anything will ever be complete.
On to some MORE ME:  This week has been extremely exciting for me, as slave jeff has finally met the cock he will be sucking soon.  I CAN'T WAIT!  When the time comes, he'll wear a pair of my dirty panties, a pair of pantyhose, maybe even a bra, LOL.  I have been having TONS of fun with some mystery boys that appear with lame stories but always have tributes.  Whatever;  more money and gift cards for me is always fun!  BTW, today I added a new forced fem/humiliation task to my Nite Flirt, go get it before I change my mind about the price. 

Sissy/Humiliation Task

Investing in this economy...

So as we all know, the economy has completely gone to shit.  The housing (sand stock) market is in the toilet too.  With an influx of people, properties, and so on there is little left that isn't tainted by our awful economy.  I was reading the paper about property values, blah blah blah, and it shocks me to see the fools that thought they were getting a great deal at the time.  LOL those are the same saps that are crying about being underwater on their montages and taking the strategical foreclosure route.  Now there are hundreds upon thousands of empty homes and bank owned properties, but I ask you, what are you investing in?  You should really consider something with a better return on your money that an empty house, lot, or stocks for that matter.  Invest in what you know, invest in something that will always have value...my happiness. 
I have been considering investment properties and foreclosures, but that isn't what makes me happy.  I enjoy sunbathing, yoga, and spending my time doing what I like to do.  With that in mind, I have formulated a fool proof plan of achieving bliss.  And yes, even you can be apart of it.  You see, by making me happy, doing whatever it takes to improve my life, and getting pleasure from my pleasure, is what completes you.  Instead of filling your portfolio full of stocks, bonds, IRAs, and meaningless properties; invest your time, energy, and money in me.    You know you want to have something of value in your life.  What is the point of your pitiful life, if you haven't served a purpose?  How can one possibly be accomplished without making sacrifices?  Don't hesitate.  Act now.  This is a limited time offer and will be expiring soon!

WOW BUSY!

I have been so busy lately, even more so than usual.  There are several factors that contribute to the overwhelming activity in my life.  First off I have been house hunting and shopping for items to fill my future home.  I have decided on a red and stainless steel theme for the kitchen and I am still undecided on the rest of the color schemes.  Also, in addition to all of that I have decided to return to school and finally get my degree.  I know you are thinking that I am far too intelligent to not have my degree, but alas I never finished.  This time I am so excited and actually looking forward to returning to school.  Once again, I will be changing my major so I'll be starting back (almost) at square one. 
In addition to those new adventures, I believe I have found jeff a cock to suck.  I certainly hope so anyway.  I haven't been able to be online much lately (for obvious reasons), and I know all the bitches out there have been missing me! 
Yesterday was absolutely fabulous and my head is still spinning from the amazing sex I had.  OMG, multiple orgasms are awesome!  I know all you pervs are über jealous.  I will be peeling off these cream pie panties either today or tomorrow and may or may not be sending them to a good boy.  I might just keep them for my own selfish wants.  I will be accepting applications, setting up appointments, and doing thorough background checks, soon for  R/T positions and sessions.  I am still not 100% certain as to what exactly Mr. Above and Beyond and I are seeking, however, we will know when we find him (or her).
By now, you are wondering how I am able to do all I do.  Yes, I will be a full time student.  Yes, I am happily married.  Yes, I am very talented in many facets of my life.   You'd be so lucky to have even a small fraction of time.   Anyway, IDK why I am so generous to let all you pervs have a peek into my life, but I suppose I do it because I enjoy writing about myself.    Happy Monday, bitches.

Reflecting

I was just sitting here reflecting on the past 10 years.  Today marks the 10 year anniversary of my journey to Florida.  Oddly enough, it started as a quick vacation for only a few days.  My boyfriend at the time (my first husband) was offered a job and we thought it was a joke and blew it off as nothing more than a drunken rambling of a retard.  We continued to enjoy our sub tropical vacation in February and returned home a few days later.  Once home, we unpacked and resumed our normal day to day activities.  The next day my boyfriend received a call from the drunk that had offered him the job.  It was a brief call and he wanted my BF to be back in Florida by the end of the week.  Of course he was going to pay for the last minute flight, all travel/living expenses, and a return ticket home to drive our belongings to Florida.  It was a lot to process and not much time to weigh the decision.  We agreed that he would take the job. 
With a short amount of time before his departure, we decided to drive to Tennessee and get married.  (A bad idea, we didn't get married-then, long story.)  It would be about 6 weeks before I would see him again and I thought that was an eternity.  He set out on his noble quest and our entire future was depending on this job.  While he was in Florida, I packed, tied up loose ends, and prepared for the huge transition into adulthood.  I was 19, maybe a little naive, and in love.  I had planned a trip to New Orleans way before we had decided to move to Florida.  So, part of the arrangement was that my BF would come back home finish packing and take care of the dog while I went to New Orleans.  I had a fabulous time in New Orleans.  It was right after Mardi Gras and the city was still alive with the same passion.  I believe I stayed drunk the entire trip.  It was awesome!
When I returned from my mini vacation to New Orleans, it was time to say my "good byes" and set out into a whole new adventure.  I have to admit that moving somewhere, (away from my family and out of my comfort zone) was exciting and scary.  I knew that moving out of state was a big deal and shouldn't be a decision made on a whim, but that is exactly what happened.  Once I arrived, I knew I didn't want to leave.  Of course I had my moments, missing friends, family and whatnot.  We were going to get married and build a life together.  A big adventure for a 19 year old girl...
Over the last 10 years I have had many more adventures that completely dwarfed this whole experience.  I have grown in many ways since then.  Some experiences were grand and some not so much, but regardless they have molded me into the woman I am now.  I have absolutely no regrets and cherish every memory (good and bad).  I do miss the 19 year old girl I was, just a little.  I was optimistic, a little naive, and completely untainted by the nastiness of the real world.  At the same time, I don't miss her at all.  Now, I am wiser and know how the world really works.  I also know that if I want something, I have to grab the bull by the horns.  I have grown to not fear or hesitate in my decisions.  I have total confidence in everything I do, now.  I certainly have used every situation as a learning experience and now I am much stronger because of that...
I was just reflecting a little bit.

Happy Valentine's Day to ME!

For all those that aren't real men and have the desire to be part of my world; your chances are slim at best.  I had an absolutely fabulous day yesterday with my husband.  There is so many ways that the pathetic boys may show some appreciation today.  My husband and I know that there will never be a chance for R/T for all the fakes that just want a free wank.  So if you think you can handle some real abuse, you better show you're worth my time and effort here, online, and via phone.  I will be very busy in the next few months with moving, shopping, and I am also going to be pursuing my degree.  So you may do whatever it takes to improve my life.  I have many interests and ultimately it is a submissive's place to please their Domme.  I will be adding a house warming wish list to amazon very soon, so that even the most pitiful will be able to contribute to MY happiness.  There are quite a few things I want and need before I can settle into a new home.   You will have the privilege of knowing you provided for superior beings.  Well, I am off to start my wish list and also write my Valentine's Day sermon.
So, I was in the middle of preparing my V-day sermon, and decided to do some yoga instead.  I have also been sidetracked  by all the planning I have going on inside my head.  I am also still sore from yesterday's fun. For now, I will be hanging out in the sun; relaxing, chatting, shopping, and bronzing.  Life is grand isn't it?

Come here retards and listen up!

I am so fucking sick of hearing, "May I...blah, blah, blah..." or "Can we chat...blah, blah, blah..." So while you sit back like a bunch of slack jawed retards, I will tell you what I want.  I want to watch you silly fuckers do as you're told with out question or hesitation (which those I keep do).  I want you to buy my clips or complete my Nite Flirt assignment.  I want to see you parade like a fairy for however long I want.  I will call you names, give you assignments, and ensure there is no more pride left in that bubble 3 feet above your ass.
I am far too busy to keep up with the mindless dribble that comes out of your cocksucker.  I have multiple projects in the works at the moment and if you think I will waste my time on you you are sorely mistaken.  I have better thing to do with my time.  In fact, I'll even tell you what is more important:  spending time with my husband, house hunting/shopping, taking pics, running errands, getting my twat waxed, and fixing my hair.
While some of you may not be retarded, most that attempt approaching me are.   

Here is what is new...

Not a whole lot, really.  Unfortunately I was consumed with the all dreaded taxes.  FFS!  Is there anything worse than taxes?  Really, they do suck; they suck even more with PMS.  So, after finishing my taxes, or so I thought, I have no idea if they are right.  Anyway, last week when I would get bored with IRS horeshit I would upload some clips and such to kinkbomb and C4S.  I also had a a lot of fun on NF this week.  I always love the 45 minute calls!  Keep them coming!  I also want everyone to be aware that I will be moving in the next 6 months, I will be extremely busy with all that goes into a move and such.  With that being said, if you can improve my mood by adding to my furnishings or decor, then do so.  A new link to crate and barrel is up and e-gift cards are wanted!  I also am amending my availability.  Be sure to keep up and follow me on twitter.

Death and taxes

Taxes suck.  I have spent most of the week working on taxes and a soon to be announced pet project.  I haven't been online much at all, which is always disappointing.  I get so fucking irritable when my rag is coming, I really should keep better track of my cycle.  Anyway, I'll be sunbathing, and working on clips, my new project and much more.  BTW, within the next 6 months I will be moving.  I want all kinds of new goodies, including a new bed (the old one is fine, but I want a new sturdier one), new sofa, and lighting.  Also, with Valentine's Day around the corner, I want some sexy new fetish wear, shoes/boots, and a day at the spa.  Get to it!  You can make this all happen by buying my clips on Kink Bomb or calling me on Nite Flirt.  Or just giving me your cash, stocks, bonds, etc.

Some fun stuff!

So, this week has been busy and lots of fun.  I am working on a new project that will be unveiled at a later time.  I have also had some fun with a bitch I haven't heard from in a while.  He is a cum hungry slut, but I allowed him to speak with and entertain me.  Last night, after not hearing from him in months, he approached me in a proper manner and I called him.  I had him fetch some of his roommate's panties; a clean pair to wear on his bitch ass and  a dirty pair for his face.  LOL  Since he's been absent, for a while he should have been ignored and sent on his way.  However, last night I was feeling a little feisty.  After getting dressed in panties, I noticed he had put on a few pounds since I last saw him, now he is a tubby puppy.  HAHAHAHA!  Anyway, I made the bitch bark, which is hilarious because he even barks like a little bitch.  LOL  tubby puppy, who is over 6 feet tall barks like a little terrier bitch.  So after he proudly displayed his pathetic bark (and in the middle of our call), my husband called and he was privileged enough to hear how I talk to a real man.  After that,  I told him to remove the dirty panties from his face and to fetch his roommate's hairbrush.  He was instructed to pull down his panties, use his spit for lube, and insert her brush handle into his ass, LMAO.  As always, I have some great pics!
On Monday, I mailed twat slave a special package.  Inside it contained 4 pairs of my filthy panties and he received them on Wednesday.  He is only allowed to open 1 pair per day, on cam, and is instructed as I see fit.  On Wednesday, he was allowed to open the oldest pair (each bag is marked with the dates that I wore them).  They were a brightly colored animal print thong.  He was so excited to have another pair of my filthy panties!  He was allowed to breath in their scent and worship them and all the greatness I had left in them.  I wore that thong while the VS panties were being washed and dried.  After thoroughly enjoying them in an olfactory manner, he was allowed to clean them orally.  As his name says, he did and very well;  enjoying the gusset and the butt strip a lot.  I made sure he put them on and modeled them for me, which was good for a laugh!  They always look better on me!  I digress.
I realized it was time for his daily release and allowed him to stroke his owned clitty in the panties and  made him deposit his load into the freshly cleaned panties.  As he sat there, still aroused in sticky, gooey, filthy panties, I knew he was on cloud 9.  I just love to see boys enjoying my panties!  After that he was told to remove the cummy panties (which stuck to him, lol), get dressed, and give Mrs. twat slave a kiss.  I, on the other hand, went to bed.
This week I have had a few Doms interested in slave jeff.  I won't tell him anymore when I get a response or when I respond to ads.  I will wait until I find the perfect cock and then tell him about it.  He is left in an ever present state of anticipation;  he never knows when I will have  cock for him to suck, and I love that!

tubby puppy with a brush in his ass, LOL

twat slave worshiping my scent

my pretty panties

LOL

cleaning the thong

silly boy with his roommates panties