There is a burning smell coming from my computer

I don't know why or from what, but I have the feeling that this iBook might not be around much longer. 

Today

Today I will be editing a new foot video, lying in the sun, playing, and then girls night tonight!  I am going to have a better day today, and there are no two ways about it!  I also will be posting some new sub pics and maybe on cam a little bit.  

A REALLY BAD FUCKING DAY

Today started as most, 2 cups of coffee and 2 cigarettes.  I had the chance to play some this morning and that was fun.  It was all down hill from there.  My necklace broke, I dislocated my shoulder, and I am at the end of my rope.  I am livid, frustrated, and pretty fucking mean right now.  I suggest that  if you decide to contact me; proceed with caution.  I am not pleasant right now.  I am going to take a hot shower, put on some comfy pajamas.  Maybe I'll be in a better humor later...but it's not looking good. 

:(

From Subbie

so i'm having a difficult time writing this, because its hard to do anything that takes thought when You've got a chubby. this is how Women are able to so easily rule men if they choose to do so. all they have to do is get us hard, then boss us around. as long as they keep us hard, they stay in control. anyway, the reason i'm writing this is because i wish to let the world know how perfect Princess Above and Beyond is. Her name speaks for itself, She is a princess, and she is above and beyond anything you have ever imagined. i worship Her unconditionally. i need Her. i crave Her. i go chaste because She says. it kills me to do so, as i become puddy when all the blood stays in my stiffie and theres nothing left for my other head so i don't think straight or at all. but thats the way i like it, i love not having to think because i'm lucky enough to have Princess to think for me and tell me what to do. This is why i exist, to do as She says, and it makes me so happy that i get to be a part of Her life.

Blah (bitching)

I had a lot of fun last night and not so much today.  I was up late and up early.  YUCK!  I didn't get ANYTHING done today.  My computer (that I dropped last week) is making strange grinding and crackling noises.  My day was all planned out but due to extenuating circumstances nothing has been accomplished.  I am frustrated with this old computer, pissed that I didn't get anything done, and all around just BLAH.  I have been trying to write but can't seem to get much done at all today.  No yoga, no sunbathing, and not much cleaning...
So, tonight, I am going to hang out with the fam, drink some wine, and chill on the couch (minus the whip).  I haven't done much today, why start now!

 

3 day bi-weekly deep cleaning

Every other week I deep clean the house.  I do this because:
1) I take pride in having a sparkling clean home.  
2) I actually enjoy it, (yes, believe it or not) I do.
3) No one can clean to my standards (as quickly and thoroughly as I do) .
4) I only have to "touch up" in between.
The actual cleaning is done on Sunday morning.  I usually start on Friday with little things, like washing rugs, laundry, and dusting.  Saturday's cleaning is similar with other light prep for the "deep" clean.  On Sunday, I scrub the grout, mop the house 3 times, clean the windows/mirrors, polish the marble/stainless steel, vacuum, dust base boards/chair rail/ceiling fans, and completely sanitize everything in the bathroom.  This is done in about 3 hours.  Yes, I am that good.

What I want

I want honest and devoted subs and slaves.
They must be willing to sacrifice for my happiness.
We'll shop together and they'll foot the bill.
I want to build a rapport with them.
They'll do as they're told, without question because they trust me fully.
When they have a bad day I will comfort them.
That is not to be mistaken for daily whining.
They will feel safe with me and enjoy my demands.
I want to be spoiled without having to ask.
They will strive to please me and think of me constantly.
My kindness is not to be confused for weakness.
I have VERY little patience.  Once they're gone, they're gone.